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But There Is A Reason...

 Let me tell you a story. There was a specific time in my life where things were going well for me. I was in my first year of university, I was making a little bit of money on the side, I started going to the gym, things were not looking bad. Quite a handsome kid if I can brag a little, a few girls had crushes on me. I was never ready to be held down by commitment at that specific moment, so I ignored most of the crushes and entertained a few. But there was this one girl that was different, she was almost obsessed with the idea of me. I'd like to believe there is a thin line between obsession and hatred. It is not difficult to cross that border, for this person, that border was nearer. She loved me, but hated that I did not want to commit to her. Sometimes we'd have good days laughing ourselves to tears, other times she hated the sound of my voice. Some days she'd be so excited to see me on campus, other times she would block my phone number. She couldn't stand me at al